In a couple weeks another candle will appear on my cake, another 1 added on my number when people ask me how old i am, and I’ve been doing this for a decade. However I still remember my sweet 16 just like it was yesterday .I guess cuz it wasnt sweet as it was supposed to be….
My Mom promised me that she would give me a pair of boots from Payless Shoes that I always wanted as a birthday gift with one condition… She wanted me to stay up late a night before to help her sewing clothes so that she could get paid on the next day. If you know me, sleep is more important than anything .. I can sleep a whole day away. But being able to wear those white boots, being able to look as decent as my classmates, and being able to wear boots in the winter instead of my old sandals so that my feet could be warm outweighted my good sleep. So I agreed. I stayed up til 4 or 5 when I couldnt keep my eyes open anymore and my Mom told me to go to sleep. I went to sleep with the dream getting my birthday present when I get home from school. The next day, when I got home from school my uncle said he wanted to talk to me. He yelled at me for being materalistic at such age, for wanting the shoes that “those Spanish”wore. I didnt say anything but cried and was mad at my Mom for a whole week for listening to him.
Until now I still dont understand what he meant by “those Spanish”. Like I had choices. If I did, I wouldnt choose Payless, I’d get Gucci instead..hahaha.. ( i guess he was right with the being materialistic part.) Anyways, time flies and Im close to 26… 10 years have passed and now I am able to buy myself a birthday present that I want but I still wish that I could get those boots from Payless.. Just to get my dream fullfilled.