Updated on Thursday Sept.24:  Thanks Dave. I know, i know…Dont you worry. Nothing can interfere my life. Im sorry about his death. So are you going to New Orleans??? Can I still see you at the salon later?

 I was driving to dinner with my friend last night and I saw a shooting star and it was the brightest one. I didnt know it was a shooting star at first and  thought it was firework. Would my wish still come true??

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 It’s been alwhile since I’ve last updated. It doesnt mean that I get bored of Xanga… I find Xanga is ridiculously funny with these people hating on me, my friend (playtyyme) and my sister (MandyMinh) (it’s understandable that they hate Mandy..it seems like she has a bunch of haters..perhaps it’s a trend for those people to hate on her.) By looking at one’s page, it continuously takes me to another and another and it seems like these people are in a group of friends … They feature our pages and call us whores, ugly, stupid….. “RachelQT is ugly as shit” How ugly is shit???? And who says that Im pretty? 

  I cant believe that I cant move into my new condo this Friday. Im dissapointed and mad in a way. I was so ready to move and now I have to wait til next weekend. Sucks…. I dont want my two babies, Achilles and Paris to wait any longer. I want them to have a stable home so we can train them properly.

Never judge anyone based on their looks  ” A crack head” was what I thought when I first met him. He is probably a true player who doesnt care about anything but women, alcohol and drugs.

Reality shows     he is one great man that not any woman can have. “A smart head”

Life  School starts in 3 days. The busy days are laying ahead. Somehow, Im excited and awaiting for my upcoming days

Growing up    Mandy did one good deed yesterday that makes me so proud of. Im so happy to see my little sister is not a “baby” anymore. The whining can be gone now.

 

     When I was young I used to look up to my uncles, auties and my older cousins wishing that I could be an adult like anyone of them. To me it was so cool to be andult that you could always have money in the pocket to buy candies as you wanted, it was even cooler that you just could go anywhere anytime you wanted without asking for anyone’s permission…….

 

 

   Responsibilities, responsibilities and responsiblities were not what I ever thought of. Now i wish that I could be a kid again… back to the time that I could just have the biggest smile when I received a candy from others.

    School and work take most of my time. It’s been awhile I havent updated, and to be honest I miss Xanga though. And Im sure Xanga misses me too

    Today is the first day of Atlanta Gay Pride week.. I’m supposed to go to this event and write an experience paper about it for my Sociology class. But hey, Im not going… I know it just pisses me off to see some good looking guys being gay. Im sure some of you girls would feel the same seeing some hot looking guy is holding some other guy’s hand. What a waste, huh?

    Speaking of gay, a cute little incident to share with you guys… I was at the hair salon a couple days ago, and this gay guy was doing my hair and complaining that he only sees young, good looking girls who he calls “ba’nh be`o”coming to the salon but no young good looking guy. Suddenly, he shouted and pointed to the parking lot ”OMG, that’s just what I was talking about”. I looked out to his direction. It’s Khanh… “Oh No honey, he is what you were talking about but not what you think he is… unless you want him breaking your neck” hahaha…

   Tuesday, June 15th     First day back to school after 2 and a half year busy working… I feel so old in this school. I feel like stepping back into the past decade. People I know graduated and am I the only one still around??  I really admire those who are parents and still find their time to be in school, and those I know a lot in my class who make me feel alot better about being so old. Those people deserve successes.

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The whole weekend in Dahlonega was fun… Thierry’s wedding was beautiful…

                        He even poses for pictures in sleep… He was smiling..

    Only if I could have one wish, I would….. Would God grant me just one wish???

     I saw him again… To my surprise, I didnt feel the same way like I used to. It’s so much better not feeling that way about him anymore. What a release!

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    People ask me “are you married?”. “No, I am not” I say. “Enjoy it while it lasts”.

    My Mom gave me a long lecture and concluded by asking “when are you getting married?”. Like she cant wait to kick me out or she’s afraid that I will die in loneliness???

 

    Thank you all for wishing me a happy birthday. You really make me feel special. This year was totally different from the past, I didnt get to celebrate it with my 2 sisters like usual… They were in California leaving me here all alone. Anyway, I had a great one and I just couldnt ask for more.

     

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     Have you ever been hypnotized? I went to this comedy club once and I got a chance to see this guy, Flip Orley, a comedian also a hypnosis who performed the funniest performance on hypnotizing the audiences. This month he will be back to Atlanta and Im taking my friends out to see him again. Im sure we’ll have lots and lots of fun. Im telling you.. this guy has the power to turn total strangers into loving couples, a normally well-behaved people into Jerry Springer’s guests. You’ll see.. I just hope that they allow us videotaping the show.. I really want to see my friends hypnotized.

       Im packing my stuffs for California…. Cant wait to see Dalton. Mandy is with him and she is enjoying her time… I’ll see them all tonight.

       Loan came to visit me last week from Orlando. We had a great time… The night before she got here, she couldnt sleep cuz she was too excited about seeing me again.. and it was not too long ago since the last time she saw me… She must be in love with me

 

    2 more weeks i’ll get to see “the love of my life”.. I talked to him this morning and he told me that he misses me. Awwww… it makes me want to see him sooner. I miss him like crazy. I miss his voice, his sweet talks, his smiles, his gentle touches and his charm. He is the most adorable and the sweetest thing in my life.

   And look, he is not bad with posing for pictures. We didnt tell him what to do for the pic. Maybe he can work for Gap Kid, or he fits better with Abercrombie Kid?

 

   On MandyMinh’s entry, she mentioned about being a good wife/girlfriend….Now I dont know what is good and what is not. Do you mean that you get more love from him if you are a good wife/girlfriend? Do you really think so? Does it mean that the more things you do for him the more love you get? There’s no such good/bad in love. If he loves you then he loves you… you dont have to try to be a good wife/gf for him to love…. I was so wrong in the past. I tried so hard, and what did I get?? HE WAS NOT IN LOVE WITH ME no matter what… Ladies, dont try to be better for anyone. Do it for your own good. If he is an apreciative kind of guy, then he’ll appreciate everything you do and therefore he appreciates you. My lesson is that be good to yourself and people will be good to you. Dont be so nice to people that you totally forget about being nice to yourself. No one treats you better than how you treat yourself.

    

      

     May is such a busy month for me ( 7 weddings to attend in May, I hope I wont receive anymore invitation). I want to get a week off to visit my nephew but my schedule doesnt allow me to. Anyhow, I will try my best to manage my time. For sure Mandy cant wait to go to Cali with me.. it seemed like she couldnt have fun without me the last time she went there.

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     It’s like miracle hits me… I somehow without any change but I feel my life is so content. I dont need much to be happy, now I realize. I dont ask for anything else but waking up every morning knowing that I have the energy to start my day.

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     Any of you remember the client of mine who went to jail that I mentioned back in December last year? It’s mother’s day next week so I thought of writing her a letter. I called her family last night and they were so happy that I called. I want to go visit her on my day off, unfortunately she was transfered to the state prison which is 4 hours away. Just hoping that she is doing fine in there.